I graduated in May, boards in July (5 days before we had our 3rd boy). Started on a step down unit in the hospital I've worked at for 5 yrs in Feb. I am off of orientation by about 3 weeks. Two nights ago I had a pt on a vapotherm that went into respiratory distress r/t anxiety. She bounced around so I was trying to give her a minute to recover on her own. Another RN walked in and was like "do this do that."when all was said and done I felt two things: a) did I not react quick enough and did I fail and b) I have to be coached still on so much is this normal or am I failing at this critical care stuff? I feel so stressed out, as I mentioned I have a new baby a new job and I feel so lost. On top of that they have made change where I work and put a heavier load on the RNs and less on our NA's. I also blew a perioheral IV giving D50 to a pt. I feel so dumb.