Completely panicked and failed to react appropriately to an emergency situation

Hey,
I just thought I'd update this thread.
I'm now working in a new ward which I love!
My colleagues are so friendly, welcoming and supportive. I had my first arrest in my new ward a few months ago and although I wasn't exactly calm, I still managed to keep it together and do everything I was suppost to do. My colleagues all said I did well when I asked for feedback and I believe them. I'm definitley feeling much more confident and now that I'm in a more positive environment I'm learning loads and really enjoy being at work
I have a friend who is working in the same ward I was in when I made my original post and she is coming home crying every night saying how horrible the other nurses are and how she feels bullied. Its such a shame that nurses would make their colleagues feel that way and I hope my friend can get out of there like I did.

Thank you to everyone who replied, maybe others who have went through something similar can read this and know that things will get better.