Use it or lose it...

I have been working in LTC for almost a year now, started there as a new grad. It honestly was on the bottom of my list, but the first place after months of applying that gave me a chance. Im thankful for that. I don't mean that to sound offensive, I love the residents, my coworkers, (for the most part;) and the clinical part of my job. It's just not my cup of tea.

That being said, we do care for some pretty acutely ill people, but I just feel that my brain is turning to mush! I crave education, challenges, growth, the ability to perform more skills. I wont lie, I'm scared out of my wits to do many things for the first time, but so excited to one day master them! Most days honestly I feel all I do is push pills...I look forward to dressing changes just for the change in pace. lol

I've been considering reading my NCLEX review book to stay "sharp" on the things I'm not using at work. I guess I'm just wondering if anyone has felt/is feeling this way and how you "stay up" on your education/skills when you're not using them? I'm going back to school online to obtain my BSN this fall and I'm hoping that will help me get into a local hospital where I won't feel like a pill pushing zombie. Just wondering what to do in the mean time.