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how much I don't know.
I'm 8 months in at a community ED (my first RN position) and it's beginning to click. I'm getting better at predicting what needs to be done, working on my focused assessments, and have gotten pretty darn good at starting IV's.
However....
I stress a LOT over information that I don't know...... I stress about:
a.) choosing the ER instead of the floor (even though I know this is the specialty that I like, I freak out that I might not be measuring my PR intervals perfectly and that I only do Cardizem & Heparin drips every now and then.....what if I've set myself up to be a horrible nurse who can't take care of "routine" patients??)
b.) All of the PO/IV meds I don't give on a regular basis... I know I can always look them up if/when I have to give them, but it makes me sick to think about how little I know in terms of drugs
c.) I worry about giving IVPB's correctly.... I will fixate on whether or not I need to get those last few cc's into the person....
d.) I worry when I have a "hold" for a long time in the ED because I've never worked on a floor for a prolonged period of time, and it makes me feel sick because I want to take care of the person in the best way that I can and yet I don't know everything I need to know because I'm accustomed to the "putting out fires" pace in the ED....have I ruined my potential??
e.) I worry that I have started on a small scale at this community ED and that I'll never be good enough to work somewhere bigger. Will I be able to get into an ICU? What do I do next?
I suppose I need some wise words from the seasoned nurses.....
Is everything dependent on that first job, or does it matter more if you are willing to learn and open to direction?