Powers that be really have no impact on your life, unless you let them.

[michaelvgrigsby]

After living a life in darkness and despair, I turned to a career in Nursing at the age of 29, because I wanted to help people. Anyway to make a long story short, this world is made up of people who see themselves as superior to everyone. If you make a mistake, you are ostracized by people who have never made a mistake or at least have not been caught. Jobs may come, but they soon release you because of your history. Because of your history, everything is magnified in the little minds of the power hungry people. So consider it a blessing to be fired or not even get hired by these people. There will come a day that you will find a job and it will be rewarding.

How do I know this. I have lived in this reality for the past 25 years in my Nursing career. I have learned there is always someone who will attempt to "crap on your toothbrush." I have tried suicide twice because of this, yet only to be stopped by my conscience. Betters days have come with bad days in between, but the reality of this world is simple: Good vs Evil and those who think they are Good are really Evil in their intentions. So I decided after my last suicide attempt to forget the bad, and focus on the good. Love the people who treat you right, pray for the ones who do not. Life is too short to be anything but happy. Falling down is a part of life, getting back up is living.