Published Jun 26, 2015
Oedgar
248 Posts
I have posted many times in the Ambulatory thread. I am in an impossible work situation.. in a clinic. I first thought it was my own inadequacy, but others there have validated that my work environment is very, very bad. I anticipate having a graceful way out, likely in August (though no firm date yet). This has been going on for two years.
So how does one tell the difference between burnout and stress? I am exhausted, anxious most of the time even when I am not at work. My hair is falling out, and I am just frazzled all the time at work now... speaking to fast, stumbling over words, misplacing things. I also have a low Vitamin D level of 13 and have begun supplements. I reached a point yesterday, after 4 days of managing clinic with both our patients and handling the labs and problems of other doc's patients while he and his nurse are on vacation... that I just couldn't stand the idea of speaking to one more patient. Fortunately this was at the end of the day and I got through it.
Also, if this is a contributing factor...I have not yet had an entire M-F week off since I have worked there. So I run like mad in this high stress situation, with only a couple days off here and there. This upcoming week I actually have an entire week off.
At this point I am not sure it will help?
I gather that burnout is more a situation of being tired of caring about patients or feeling resentful. I can't say I am there... yet. I really enjoy most of our patients... just don't enjoy being overworked.
Any thoughts?
Rokufox
16 Posts
I struggle with this too...over-stress vs burnout, and it almost feels to me like they are a cycle linked together. I work 12 hour shifts and have 4 days off a week...but it sure doesn't feel like it. I feel like I'm always working, and I think I'm so exhausted on my days off that it doesn't really feel like I have them (for example, work 2, off 2, work 3, off 2, work 3...). I never fully recover from the exhaustion...and I think that may be what burnout is...you are being sucked of energy faster than you can regenerate it.
Roku.... I noticed this in my husband when he worked 12 hour shifts (rotating plus required OT). He was always either working, trying to sleep, wishing he could sleep, or grouchy.
xoemmylouox, ASN, RN
3,150 Posts
I guess I haven't thought at what point stress becomes full out burnout. I know many of us reach the point of it at one point or another. I believe for each person it is a bit different. For me I think it is when I would reach the point of just not caring. Sure I would still take care of my patients, but would just go through the motions of my day putting only the bare minimum effort in to my day. I did up and quit one job that I felt was dangerous to myself and for the patients. I don't recommend that except for extreme cases. Luckily my previous employer took me back. My pride didn't stop me from escaping that hell.
mursymurse
4 Posts
I have never understood this. Working 3 days a week and always feeling like you are working. Oh my god give me a break. You have more days off than you work, get over it. 3 12's for most americans (other than deadbeats) is a light schedule. What is keeping you feeling like you are always working? Emails? Phone calls? If you feel overworked or "always at work" with 4 days off per week you are doing things wrong. Sure I could imagine that if you work 6 days straight then that next day being a waste but come on you spend a majority of time away from work.
Burnout is real. Burnout is feeling exhausted and a long term disinterest in what you are currently doing. Stress is a natural reaction to work. Sure long term stress can lead to burnout but holy crap if you are stressed working 3 days a week you probably would be burned out flipping burgers at mcdonalds.