Published May 22, 2017
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The moment I received my acceptance letter to the DNP program I was elated, nearly in tears. I texted my spouse, notified my parents and sister. I had waited so long for this time.
Approximately three minutes later the doubts crept in. What had I gotten myself into? What if I can't balance my schedule? Suppose I go through the program, increase my student loan debt and then don't get a decent job...or even worse, get a job that I don't enjoy?
I've been through this before. It reminds me of Shel Silverstein's poem Whatif. Being Type A like so many in the nursing community, I didn't spin my wheels for long before I took decisive action.
Third bedroom transformed into an official office with storage and shelving? Done. Removal of important papers that I might someday review†otherwise known as trash: disposed. Online workshops? Yes. Drug screen, fingerprints, mother's maiden name and so-forth: check, check, check!
I even went beast mode on an office supply list. When that didn't float my boat I realized what I'd been missing. As soon as I received my acceptance letter my yoga practice flew out the window. I also neglected my typically healthful diet.
Now that I'm practicing again and have taken over the kitchen once more I feel 100 times better. That underlying anxiety that felt like hot embers has transformed to simple awareness of the challenges to come in a few short months.
I'm ready. Now instead of hearing the Whatif poem I hear my calm, slow breaths. It's going to be a fast summer. When the fall gets here I will continue to balance work, school, family and me time like I have many times before. No sweat
mmc51264, BSN, MSN, RN
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I am finishing my MSN in Dec and have an appt to go right into my DNP. I think i I wait, I won't do it and that is a bucket list kind of thing. The MSN is fulfilling one (a diploma from Duke) and then next will be make my children call me Dr Mom (jk)
Thanks, mm! Best wishes in your upcoming progression!