Last night I had patient for the first time who is in her late 50s. She has already been resusitated once(just barely) due to serious arrthymias. She has been a renal dialysis patient for several years and has a deadly lung condition which is killing her slowly. The woman had a automatic implantible defib. device inserted shortly after the recent resusitation. As you all know these things are very expensive to buy and insert. But let's not consider the money here, let's talk about the patient. She is alert and oriented a very nice person even though she has been through hell. However, the thought popped into my mind that they cheated her out of a quick relatively painless death only to have her die a slow death of suffocation and kindney failure. Would you believe I am not passing any judgement here, just wondering about our healthcare system and the way people seem to be offered the expensive aggressive treatment. She said the doctor told her she had to have this thing inserted or she would die. Well everyone is going to die. If I were in her shoes knowing what I know I would have declined having the device inserted but most people don't know what I know. Also, I just think I would decline to have device inserted. I don't really know what I would do in that situation. I guess with her age and everything the situation is very borderline.