I have been on orientation and have had 11 days on the floor with 8 more to go then I am on my own. When I am there and once I get going I am okay but it is so crazy busy at times that I wonder why I am doing this. I am a flex time (PRN) employee on med surg. I work a full time job mon they Friday. I wanted to get hospital experience so I took this job. I am only required to work one weekend a month. My problem is I am not sure i want to continue. Nothing bad has happened, I just don't feel comfortable and have not built up my confidence yet. I have to push myself to go to work. I worry about making a mistake and feel like I really don't get the chance to thoroughly learn about my patients before hitting the floor running. My preceptors have been wonderful and I have different ones all the time because I am flex, so I get assigned to whoever is on that weekend. Not sure why I feel this way really. Maybe it is just being new to the hospital. If I quit this job I know I will never work the hospital in this town again since it is the only game in town. Any words of encouragement or advice is appreciated. Thanks for reading!