Hi all,
I am a new nurse who was lucky enough to get a postion in L&D right out of school. I thought it would be perfect since it is part-time nights and I have a young family. I thought I would be able to handle third shift, but am really struggling. I am very sad about this . I love this type of nursing and have learned so much in the short amount of time I have been there. It is my family life that is suffering. All I want to do is sleep or catch up on sleep. I sometimes am up for 48 hrs straight minus 4 hours of sleep. My dispositon is horrid. I do not even like hearing myself speak to my husband and my patience level is minimal with my children. If I leave this position, I will feel like I have failed and hate to disappoint the manager that hired me. She took a chance on me being a new grad. I just do not know what to do. I will never get another opportunity like this again if I leave. What to do??? Well, I really needed to air out my thoughts. Thanks for reading this. Rose