I'm a new RN. I graduated last December and started working at a nursing home in October.
I was just hoping to get some thoughts out and have some feedback about what i'm feeling at this job.
I recently started on my own (this past sunday). I'm mostly concerned that I will never stop feeling so anxious. Before I go to work I feel anxious. When I get on the floor I feel anxious. If something happens out of the blue I feel anxious.
I'd just like to know that there's a light at the end of the tunnel. I don't want to feel this anxious all the time.
I just want to do a good job, serve my patients and do everything I've got to do in a night.
I mean I've even been doubting myself if Nursing is suited for me. That really hurts me since I worked so hard to get to where I am.
I also don't know if it's just me or because I'm in the wrong speciality.
OP, thanks so much for posting this! I'm a brand new LVN. Graduated in May, passed NCLEX in August, and got my first nursing job in October in an LTC that also serves short-term rehab patients (S/P TKA/THA, S/P MVA etc). I too felt so anxious- anxious to get my assessments done, do my prn treatments (when the treatment nurse isn't around), report change in condition of my patients, pass meds (remembering all the parameters that go with them), AND do my charting. I was so nervous/anxious the first week off orientation, that I could eat was yogurt, almonds, and water (with the conscious thought of "I'm only eating because I HAVE to eat, not because I'm really hungry"). I'm a per-diem/on-call LVN, but I've taken as many AM and PM shifts as I possibly could. This has helped my anxiety decrease a little, though I still get heart palpitations when I'm changing a stage 4 pressure ulcer dressing (sterile, and he's positive for MRSA in a separate stage 2 heel pressure ulcer), and in the middle of it, my COPD patient (who also suffers from anxiety) starts calling out that she can't breathe (due to both diagnoses). I have great CNAs that at least check in with my patients and tell them I'll be there soon, and my fellow nurses have been a great help (whether I needed a 2nd pair of eyes for something abnormal I detected in my patient, or in calling a physician when a critical lab value for one of my patients came in, etc). I'm super relieved I'm not alone in my feelings of anxiety, and even more relieved to hear from more experienced nurses that it'll gradually pass.
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OP, thanks so much for posting this! I'm a brand new LVN. Graduated in May, passed NCLEX in August, and got my first nursing job in October in an LTC that also serves short-term rehab patients (S/P TKA/THA, S/P MVA etc). I too felt so anxious- anxious to get my assessments done, do my prn treatments (when the treatment nurse isn't around), report change in condition of my patients, pass meds (remembering all the parameters that go with them), AND do my charting. I was so nervous/anxious the first week off orientation, that I could eat was yogurt, almonds, and water (with the conscious thought of "I'm only eating because I HAVE to eat, not because I'm really hungry"). I'm a per-diem/on-call LVN, but I've taken as many AM and PM shifts as I possibly could. This has helped my anxiety decrease a little, though I still get heart palpitations when I'm changing a stage 4 pressure ulcer dressing (sterile, and he's positive for MRSA in a separate stage 2 heel pressure ulcer), and in the middle of it, my COPD patient (who also suffers from anxiety) starts calling out that she can't breathe (due to both diagnoses). I have great CNAs that at least check in with my patients and tell them I'll be there soon, and my fellow nurses have been a great help (whether I needed a 2nd pair of eyes for something abnormal I detected in my patient, or in calling a physician when a critical lab value for one of my patients came in, etc). I'm super relieved I'm not alone in my feelings of anxiety, and even more relieved to hear from more experienced nurses that it'll gradually pass.