Need advice/motivation about school!

[jennee]

So I hope I am posting this in the correct section and all. This is my first time posting. So anyways, I am a military spouse and we just moved to a place that gives me the chance to go back to school. They have AAS and BSN programs here. My other choice is doing veterinary technology( although it will have to be me living 2.5 hours away) and I don't think the chances of getting a stable job are as great either. I wanted to do BSN when I first graduated, but then I moved and got married etc. Now it just seems like I have no confidence what so ever. I know confidence is probably a very important factor in becoming a nurse. I won't lie it scares me a little too. I am so afraid that I might mess up and accidentally hurt someone or I am just not fast enough to become a nurse. I've been wrestling with the idea of what I am going to do for a career and go to school for, for a while now. I just can't seem to get the self confidence to actually do something.I don't have too much time to debate what i'm going to do since I won't know how long we are going to be at this particular place. I am in my early 20s still and it's really bothering me that I can't make up my mind! I am so worried I am going to fail it's ridiculous. I know nursing would be the ideal career choice for the kind of life style I am probably going to be living for the next 15 years. I really don't even know what I am asking...just some advice on this whole thing would be greatly appreciated. And again I apologize if this post is int he wrong place - J