After two long years I finally found a job in a pain clinic. The pay is good but there is so much I'm ashamed to say I don't know. I'm constantly trying to look things up. We've had a few instances of strange events, such as a guy who is supposed to have given us a fake MRI, according to an anonymous caller (still under investigation). For the most part, I believe the patients have been genuine. I've gotten a lot of accolades since I've been there, but I feel like me and the medical assistant are like the blind leading the blind (we are both new.) The clinic is certified and has some very competent business people overseeing it, but this makes me feel even more inept because they emphasize the ultimate call in patient care is what I decide...me???Are there any courses or certifications on pain management I can learn more about the meds? I didn't even know how to calculate a morphine equivalent. I feel so utterly stupid.