I have been an ICU nurse for about 3.5 years and am exactly half way done with my Masters for FNP. Thing is.... I don't know I want to be an FNP! Ha, bad time to realize this, eh?
I'm the first to admit that I have a short attention span and the past year and a half of school have be pretty burnt out. The constant clinical search and school work have me in a haze and I feel like I'm more so doing the motions than actually learning anything. Online school may have been a poor choice, but its a lesson learned perhaps a bit too late into the program. If FNP was my ultimate dream than I could put my head down and power through, but honestly its more of what seemed like the logical next step than my ultimate life goal.
I've only ever done ICU and I'd love to see what else is out there as an RN. Travel nurse, or maybe even switch field and check out OB, OR, or maybe outpatient. But that nagging "ive put so much time and money into FNP" is always at the back of my head. Has anyone ever left their masters program and not regretted the waste of time/money? I don't know what to do. I'm just burnt out with school when the endgame isn't neccisarily super enticing. Don't get me wrong, I wouldn't mind being an NP, but I also might not mind it if I wasn't
Edit: All I really want in the long run is to pay off my loans and get a job where I could really do some good. Nurses without boarders, peace corp, etc. I know an FNP is more enticing than an RN
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I have been an ICU nurse for about 3.5 years and am exactly half way done with my Masters for FNP. Thing is.... I don't know I want to be an FNP! Ha, bad time to realize this, eh?
I'm the first to admit that I have a short attention span and the past year and a half of school have be pretty burnt out. The constant clinical search and school work have me in a haze and I feel like I'm more so doing the motions than actually learning anything. Online school may have been a poor choice, but its a lesson learned perhaps a bit too late into the program. If FNP was my ultimate dream than I could put my head down and power through, but honestly its more of what seemed like the logical next step than my ultimate life goal.
I've only ever done ICU and I'd love to see what else is out there as an RN. Travel nurse, or maybe even switch field and check out OB, OR, or maybe outpatient. But that nagging "ive put so much time and money into FNP" is always at the back of my head. Has anyone ever left their masters program and not regretted the waste of time/money? I don't know what to do. I'm just burnt out with school when the endgame isn't neccisarily super enticing. Don't get me wrong, I wouldn't mind being an NP, but I also might not mind it if I wasn't
Edit: All I really want in the long run is to pay off my loans and get a job where I could really do some good. Nurses without boarders, peace corp, etc. I know an FNP is more enticing than an RN