Published Mar 27, 2009
believeallispossible
171 Posts
I'm honestly so scared of my future. I am 21 years old and I plan on graduating with my LPN this july, but i feel like i hardly know anything.....which freaks me out. I don't know if it's my program or what it is, but for example: i haven't ever learned to put in a cath, i only did about 2 dressing changes during clinicals, i've given a couple shots, and i took out stitches one time.... that is basically all the procedures i know...... somedays at clinicals, there's not much available for me. I get so frusterated because i feel like since i'm graduating in july, i would think i would know most of what procedures to do... but i don't!! How am i going to survive nursing AFTER i graduate??? I just feel so unconfident in myself right now. Maybe after i graduate, i could just follow a LPN around do a little job shadowing before actually applying anywhere.. i just want to be comfortable in certain situations. And then i also have this fear of training on the job after i graduate...i have this feeling that the nurses are going to be so mean to me since i don't know anything... i don't know what to do. I wish i had a ton of experience behind me, but i just don't...
journey_bound
32 Posts
Are you in your last practicum placement right now? If you feel concerned that you aren't getting enough experience with certain skills talk to the nurses on the floor and tell them that you'd like to try this, to come get you when it comes up... And, if this isn't an option, practice with someone in lab. At least you'll have the theory of it down... When it comes to working as an LPN, observe other nurses doing procedures when you have a moment, and have someone accompany you when you do yours. Someone will walk you through it. I will be graduating as an RN this May and am feeling nervous myself about what I have done and not done... I'm getting a lot more in fortunately in this last placement I'm doing.. If you are unable to get experience with these skills you talk about then spend your time getting down the other part of nursing - that is knowing what's going on with your patients at all times... Follow-up on lab work, talk to the physicians when they make rounds to get a feel for talking to them cause you'll need to when you're working, talk to other nurses about the process. I know it probably feels intimidating that you don't have as much experience as you'd expected at this point but if you can get what being an LPN is all about, the skills are secondary. Obviously they're essential but they are simply a means to an end if that makes sense. For instance, patient A needs a catheter.. why does he need a cather? does he have urinary retention? why? what are the risks of putting in a catheter, what is the patient teaching to go along with that? Patient B is getting a CT scan, does he need prep, what is it for? what happens when he gets back up on the floor? Try to think of the bigger picture. If you understand the process of nursing you'll feel more comfortable tackling skills you have little experience with later.
Not sure if that helps or not.. hope it does! and good luck!!! :)