Just diagnosed with RA and LUPUS.....sober since 2009

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I am a 50 year old RN that has had chronic pain issues for as long as I can remember. I had a very brief run of narcotic use in 2009 and diverted at work at that time. I was "caught", for which I am grateful, and entered the Alternative Program in NC at that time. I have been clean and sober from that day. I have significant osteoarthritis and have just been diagnosed with both RA and LUPUS. I have constant pain every day. I continue to work my 50hr work week and have not taken anything stronger than xtra strenght Tylenol and Motrin. My MD wants to prescribe medication for my pain { prescription strength NSAIDS} but I almost feel that I will send up a red flag to the Nursing Board. As participants, we are able to take medications prescribed by our PCP but I almost feel that this will send a negative message out to the board. I think a part of me feels that I should be able to deal with my disability without medications to prove to myself I am stronger than the pain. Another part of me is petrified to do anything that brings attention to the board.

Does anybody have any advice for me? Thanks

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I understand your concerns and feel your (pain). If you think it might send a RED flag then follow you gut. It is sad to me that we cannot take care of ourselves first while we care for others because of the "policies". Talk to your sponsor and network first.

I think the NCBON is the most unrealistic punch of *^%$^$^&%&*^%&*%!!!!

If they could only walk in any of our shoes for one day and "feel" our mental and physical pain things might change (NOT).

or we could all band together and take action to CHANGE the thinking of the NCBON.

First, never go the NCBON without an attorney!

Always talk it out first, never react and respond with grace, be proud and respect yourself.

Also think about a holistic medicine, American Holistic Medical Association (AHMA)

I wish you pain free blessed thoughts,

eb.one

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eb.one said it well. nothing more I can add but prayers for wisdom in your decision. Take good care of yourself first and everything will happen just the way it is supposed to.

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eb.one said it well. nothing more I can add but prayers for wisdom in your decision. Take good care of yourself first and everything will happen just the way it is supposed to.

Thank you "backtowork" Peace is a key componet, you must find it within yourself before you find it in others.

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