A little background on me. I was an a Navy Hospital Corpsman, and LVN/LPN for 12 years and now an RN for 2. I've worked a WIDE range of places, and I'm currently a float nurse (since getting my RN) working mainly in tele, neuro, icu stepdown and ER. I still have no idea what I want to do, and not in the fun adventurous way.
In the beginning I loved floating because I learned so much. I don't dislike it now. I just want a specialty. I feel like a jack of all trades, master of none. I'm tired of it and it's starting to cause me a lot of stress.
I've spoken to my supervisor and coworkers on different units that I trust and they all were very surprised and feel like I do a great job and love working with me. I trust these people to be honest with me. That should have given me comfort but somehow it just made me feel more false.
I'm not even sure where the self doubt and frustrations are coming from. I love the ER the most, but the fast pace gets to me some days and I question if I'm good enough there (even those the managers ask me to come full time on a regular basis). I've been thinking about getting my WOCN, not as stressful, it's a specialty and I have always loved wounds. When I work on the units I often do other nurses wound care because I love to and they don't (they help me out in return). I'm afraid that might just be another place I don't completely fit in and then I've spend the time and money to get the certifications. I feel sooo very lost right now.
Words of wisdom? Is this just a phase?
Dear Have Self-doubt,
Thank you for your question.
To overcome the self-doubt which is keeping you from making a decision-make a commitment.
For example, decide "I will go to the ED and stay for 2 years". Then do it.
Or "I will earn my WOCN because I have a unique talent and love wound care". Then do it.
According to people who know you, you are talented, capable, and others love you. People that are insecure do not give credence to positive feedback from others. They discount the source; they think "they don't really know me or they wouldn't say that I'm smart, or beautiful, or kind".
Your problem is not a nursing problem, or a phase, it's an insecurity problem. Consider getting a few counseling sessions to help identify the root of your insecurities and learn to see yourself as you really are, and as others see you.
You deserve it! Your accomplishments thus far are remarkable.
Best wishes,
Nurse Beth
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Dear Nurse Beth,
A little background on me. I was an a Navy Hospital Corpsman, and LVN/LPN for 12 years and now an RN for 2. I've worked a WIDE range of places, and I'm currently a float nurse (since getting my RN) working mainly in tele, neuro, icu stepdown and ER. I still have no idea what I want to do, and not in the fun adventurous way.
In the beginning I loved floating because I learned so much. I don't dislike it now. I just want a specialty. I feel like a jack of all trades, master of none. I'm tired of it and it's starting to cause me a lot of stress.
I've spoken to my supervisor and coworkers on different units that I trust and they all were very surprised and feel like I do a great job and love working with me. I trust these people to be honest with me. That should have given me comfort but somehow it just made me feel more false.
I'm not even sure where the self doubt and frustrations are coming from. I love the ER the most, but the fast pace gets to me some days and I question if I'm good enough there (even those the managers ask me to come full time on a regular basis). I've been thinking about getting my WOCN, not as stressful, it's a specialty and I have always loved wounds. When I work on the units I often do other nurses wound care because I love to and they don't (they help me out in return). I'm afraid that might just be another place I don't completely fit in and then I've spend the time and money to get the certifications. I feel sooo very lost right now.
Words of wisdom? Is this just a phase?
Dear Have Self-doubt,
Thank you for your question.
To overcome the self-doubt which is keeping you from making a decision-make a commitment.
For example, decide "I will go to the ED and stay for 2 years". Then do it.
Or "I will earn my WOCN because I have a unique talent and love wound care". Then do it.
According to people who know you, you are talented, capable, and others love you. People that are insecure do not give credence to positive feedback from others. They discount the source; they think "they don't really know me or they wouldn't say that I'm smart, or beautiful, or kind".
Your problem is not a nursing problem, or a phase, it's an insecurity problem. Consider getting a few counseling sessions to help identify the root of your insecurities and learn to see yourself as you really are, and as others see you.
You deserve it! Your accomplishments thus far are remarkable.
Best wishes,
Nurse Beth