Hi guys. I have missed you all the past couple weeks here. I'm in the hospital again. Been here since 2/14.....surprise, Happy Valentine's Day! Woke up early early that morning with some serious bleeding. Went by ambulance to the closest ER, and then my doc had me transferred per ambulance to a high risk facility farther from our home. The bleeding was much much worse than the times before, and now they've decided that I need to stay here in the hospital until baby Gage is born for safety's sake. On one level, I am very comforted to know that if I start bleeding like that again help is right here, but on another level I am exceptionally depressed with being isolated here away from my husband and children.
My husband is so awesome. (I think I've mentioned that before). He rented a laptop for me to use while I'm here in the hospital so that I would have something to keep me occupied. I miss him so much, I just can't even tell you. I talk to him a lot on the phone and he comes up here to see me as much as he can, but I want to be at home so bad.
Baby Gage seems to be doing fine. Gaining weight well according
to US. I'm 29 and 4/7 weeks now. I don't know if I can hang on for much longer. This is getting really really hard, and I am totally on the edge of being completely crazy.
Well, thanks again to all of you for being here to listen to my whining. Talk to you again soon.
Lou
Convicted of placenta previa & serving hard time now in the antepartum prison
