Is it bad to go for my PNP as a new grad?

[Nurse Beth, MSN]

Hi Beth,
Hope you are doing well and that you are finding the joy and rest you need in this season. My question in short is: Is it bad to go back to school to pursue the PNP route after recently graduating from an accelerated BSN program?

For a bit more context please see below:

I am a new nurse that is currently working in the PICU. I have enjoyed my time here and have really grown so much in the past 8 of months. My career goal would be to work and practice as a pediatric NP (primary care). Slowly, but surely I am trending towards that goal.

I started working in healthcare as a CNA in 2012, transitioned into a role as an EMT, PCT/unit clerk, etc. I played those many roles overlapping one into another. I went to college originally with an open mind. I didn't commit to nursing because I thought I would leave options open for a masters/doctorate degree later on (as a PA or DO or MD or something of the like). It was not until after graduating that I noticed over the years of working with nurses and NPs that the path of nursing is for me.

When I compare my first degree and my accelerated BSN program, I note that I enjoyed the process of learning so much more. However, what surprised me, was that I excelled in it! For the first time in my life I was on the deans list every semester, I graduated with honors, I got invited/inducted into The Sigma Theta Tau International Honor Society of Nursing . It was incredible. For the first time it "clicked".

Long story short it took me a bit to find the best fit for me. However, now that I found it I want to pursue it entirely. Working in the PICU has been a great joy, but I truly desire one day to work as a pediatric NP in primary care. I comprehend both roles are necessary and demand very different responsibilities. Although I do love the variety and challenges that present in the PICU, I want to transition to the PNP route as soon as possible. It's not that I don't like where I am, it is simply that it isn't my long term goal and working as a PNP would feel more rewarding to me as I serve my community.

I feel like I have lost so much time already and have finally found what I enjoy. I don't want to lose another year to me not taking the step towards this degree. What are your thoughts? I am sorry for writing so much but this has been an internal battle that I haven't found a definitive answer to.

Thank you for taking the time to read this and possibly answering.
Sincerely,
Me ?

Dear Excelled,

I would go for it.

If you have found your passion, you are lucky. My only concern is that you are sure, which you seem to be. 

Many nurses start out in one specialty but change specialties later on. As a PNP, you will be committed to pediatrics.

So congrats on your accomplishments and finding your life calling.

Best wishes,

Nurse Beth