Okay I'm about to turn 20 and graduated high school in 2014 since then I've done NDT, worked in a warehouse, and been waiting tables for almost a year. When I quit ndt I went to a 2 year college for rad tech, I ended up just giving up when I hit a bad depression and was in a toxic relationship. I'm not after months considering going to a technical college for practical nursing and if all goes well hopefully go on and get my RN. But that's a long ways from now. I'm definitely not a student who can just be in class and that's it, doesnt have to study. I really love the medical field and helping people but I'm really scared that I may be wasting more time and money. Its nerve racking, I know the nursing program is no joke.