I've been at my new job for only a week now, and I already don't like it. I *LOVE* the residents (just to clarify) but I really hate the LTC environment. I didn't like it during clinical, either- I should have just went with my gut. I hate running around trying to find supplies or even just a WASHCLOTH for a resident. I hate how understaffed and unorganized the facility is. I mean, I hate this job so much that I'm starting to wonder if I should even become a nurse. I mean, if I don't even like being a CNA, why would I want to become a nurse? I would love to have a unit secretary/clerk position, but it seems like most hospitals (and even nursing homes) require at least a year's experience as a CNA for those positions. I'm really at a loss of what to do. I know I should probably stick it out and see if it gets better, but I don't want to be miserable at this job. How do I know if the nursing field just isn't for me?
I'm not sure if I'm looking for advice, I guess I was just wondering if anyone has felt this way during their first CNA job, and if it gets any better.