So a little backround, i did all my nursing pre-req's and applied for my schools nursing program. Everytime i ever told someone i was going into nursing, the response was always "really? i cant see you as a nurse" or "ew your gonna have to clean poop, why would you wanna do that?"..Well anyway, i went through with it, applied and got accepted. Since my school has a one year waiting list, i took a semester off. Then decided to go back to school and finish up my general AA. I told everyone it was because i wanted to do my BSN when i finished my AS in Nursing and had my RN...Subconciously now that i think about it, i did because i had a gut feeling i should get it out of the way incase nursing didnt work out, atleast i'd be able to transfer into my local university..
FAST FOWARD TO TODAY
So i just finished my first week of nursing school. i HATED it. Went through the motions. Information litterly went in ONE ear and right out the next. Maybe im just feeling overwhelmed, or maybe im not supose to be here. But you know that feeling you get when yout NOT supose to be doing something. I have the feeling. I really feel like i dont wanna continue. Like god is purposly clouding up my head when i go to school becuz im NOT supose to be there , and really, its making me deppressed. i was fine before school started, now i wanna cry all the time:[
Has anyone eles felt this?? i really feel like im NOT supose to be here. And that why i went ahead and finished my general AA...because i KNEW i would need it....now that i think about it, i chose nursing because its what my father wanted to to do...i dont think its what i want to do ..throughout my one year wait i was constently on my local universitys website looking through OTHER degree programs ...idk what to do:crying2:
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So a little backround, i did all my nursing pre-req's and applied for my schools nursing program. Everytime i ever told someone i was going into nursing, the response was always "really? i cant see you as a nurse" or "ew your gonna have to clean poop, why would you wanna do that?"..Well anyway, i went through with it, applied and got accepted. Since my school has a one year waiting list, i took a semester off. Then decided to go back to school and finish up my general AA. I told everyone it was because i wanted to do my BSN when i finished my AS in Nursing and had my RN...Subconciously now that i think about it, i did because i had a gut feeling i should get it out of the way incase nursing didnt work out, atleast i'd be able to transfer into my local university..
FAST FOWARD TO TODAY
So i just finished my first week of nursing school. i HATED it. Went through the motions. Information litterly went in ONE ear and right out the next. Maybe im just feeling overwhelmed, or maybe im not supose to be here. But you know that feeling you get when yout NOT supose to be doing something. I have the feeling. I really feel like i dont wanna continue. Like god is purposly clouding up my head when i go to school becuz im NOT supose to be there , and really, its making me deppressed. i was fine before school started, now i wanna cry all the time:[
Has anyone eles felt this?? i really feel like im NOT supose to be here. And that why i went ahead and finished my general AA...because i KNEW i would need it....now that i think about it, i chose nursing because its what my father wanted to to do...i dont think its what i want to do ..throughout my one year wait i was constently on my local universitys website looking through OTHER degree programs ...idk what to do:crying2: