I HATE NURSING!
Featured Replies
This topic is now closed to further replies.
Currently Reading 0
- No registered users viewing this page.
A better way to browse. Learn more.
A full-screen app on your home screen with push notifications, badges and more.
Or rather, I hate clinics!
The lecture and theory I don't mind and do fairly well at but, I suck at clinics. I carry a lot of anxiety and hate the high speed pace. I obtained my LPN 2 years ago, continued on to ADN1 and failed clinic by 0.5 points, retook ADN1 the following semester and was struggling with clinic again. Decided to drop the program and get some experience as a LPN and return.
Now it is 1.5 years later and retaking the ADN1 for the third time. Same story, lecture I'm doing great and clinic I suck! I hate the pace, I am overwelmed putting everything together on the fly. The anxiety levels over my concern I might miss something that may cause harm to the patient is horrible.
I have been encouraged by both my clinic instructor and the ADN1 instructor to stick with it but today I could not handle it and just walked before clinic even started. I realize this is my last chance in the program, 3 strikes and you are out rule. I hate it that I have put a substantial amount of financial debt in pursuit of RN licensing but that doesn't matter any more. I just want out!
I've been told most students struggle with lecture and not with clinic. Not me.
I will also mention I am an older student in my 40's making a career change I planned to do in 1996. The plan was to be a Nurse Anesthetist after learnig from a friend his experiences in the field. Never planned on anything but that purely for the excitement. It was obvious that was not likely to happen 1.5 years ago and I lowered my expectations to RN.
I believe I will return to IT and/or business, perhaps hospital administration? Nothing looks very good in the job market now. Kind of back in the corner.
Good luck to everyone in your nursing careers. I'm out of here.
Dave K.
"Chaos presents opportunity. Successful people make order out of other people's challenges."