I hate nursing school !

[Student2017555]

I know this sounds horrible but I need to vent . I'm almost wrapping up my second semester of a 5 semester program and I am up to my neck in frustration . I dread clinical every day because I feel it of place there and my instructor gives us no guidance, but expects us to learn everything on our own and yells when we aren't up to her standard . I'm sick of having to run around all day pretending to do things and feeling like a big awkward block in everyone's way. I don't like how the nurses act like we're such an inconvenience to them . I can't stand the fact that I can study for two weeks straight 6 hours a day and still fail a test. I'm sick of getting no guidance or structure from my teachers on how to study or information that may be on the test . I'm sick of my overly competitive classmates who formed cliques and will do anything they can do get to the top even if it means pulling others down. I'm sick of crying every Sunday because I know I have another week of hell ahead of me . I'm miserable and overwhelmed and constantly stressed and I don't know what to do . How. Did anyone survive this ?

[emsveginning]

May I ask what school you go to?

[neuron]

I'm dreading Sunday's too. Clinical for me is worse than lectures.