I really need some advice from more experienced nurses.
I started a job on a stepdown unit 2.5months ago. Everything was going great and I was learning tons and receiving excellent feedback from my preceptors. I truly liked working on the unit.
Then I got off orientation and was put on night shift (which I was hired for). Its been a few weeks now and my life has completely turned upside down. The max I sleep during the day is 2-3 hours, and I've tried many things (but refuse drugs). I am tired all day, at work and even when I have a long weekend. I just do nothing but lounge around feeling down and EXAUHSTED all the time. At work, I am miserable. I just feel like I got along much better with day staff. I really dislike tiptoeing around sleeping patients, and prefer getting them up an outta bed.... I feel like I just dont provide the same quality care to my pt's at nite.
My mngr, who is wonderful, said she'll try putting me on days as soon as a position came along. Definitely though not for another 2mos.
I truly feel like I cant take one more night of this, or I'll get fired or lose my license. by 4am everything is just spinning around me.
Please- should I turn in my resignation notice????
Or just continue being miserable like this. Ive worked way too hard for this license to lose it for one job.
Please give your two cents.
Thanks in advance.