I really need some advice.
I have been working nights in a Level III Neonatal ICU for the last 14 months, and I really feel a pull to the ED, now more than ever. I turned a ED job down last year as a new grad for NICU, and while I love NICU and my babies, I crave the constant challenges and fast pace of the ED. Our unit doesn't do many surgeries, any cardiac, or have THAT many sicksick babies. While I love to do feeder growers, I sometimes feel that all I do is feed/change diapers. My unit has no *real* educational programs. The last one I attended was over 6 months ago, and was the first one offered since I finished orientation. I attended a trauma update with Dr Braselow (Braselow tape system) today, and I really want to get back into the Adult/ED area. I worked as a tech in the ER and ICU before I graduated, so I have an idea of what it's like. While I think it'll be a steep learning curve for a while, as I've been out of the adult loop for a while, I usually catch on quick. 2 days positions just opened in our brand new 78 bed ER, and i feel like I need to jump on them. I have ACLS/PALS/NRP/STABLE, and I'm arrythmia certified. My problem is that I hate to leave my manager in a rut. The night shift I was due to leave soon is hurting for people with NICU experience, as we have undergone an huge staff turnover in the last year. I really want to do ER day shift, but I also could stay on and do NICU day shift when my turn comes. In the ED I wouldn't be required to work the 3 mandatory overtime shifts we're required to do in NICU. I feel like I'd be "giving up" on my babies and friends in NICU......but I really want to do this!!! I also really miss working with guys! I'm all alone among dozens of women!!! Any advice? (Sorry for the long, fractured post...)
Stevern21