I am starting to get into the "thick" of my nursing program. The reality of being a nurse is hitting home a bit more every day. Nursing is something that I have wanted to do since I was a young girl, and I am thrilled to finally be pursuing it. Here's the kicker: I am starting to get terrified! Granted, I do have diagnosed anxiety and am on medication, and am doing really well. But, when I think about being responsible for peoples' lives, making sure I pass correct medication, know how to spot signs of a declining patient, remember how to properly do everything, it's overwhelming and scary! What if I mess up? What if I forget how to do something? What if I accidentally do a med error?
Whew...is this normal for being a nursing student? I've always been so sure of my profession I'm pursuing, and now I'm terrified.