Why am I freaking out...again....

[Curious1alwys]

I have serious mental issues.

I tell you...the closer and closer I get to nursing school and the closer and closer I get to quitting my day job, the more crazy I get!

I know my current job is not going anywhere, I know that nursing has so many more opportunities, I have planned and planned for this but I just can't calm down! I feel like everytime I get close I start sabotaging myself. I am even reading "Maximum Achievement" by Brian Tracy to get my head in line. I KNOW I can do this yet I am so afraid to fail and have everyone say "I told you so".

Well, just a vent. I guess I'll go and repeat over and over to myself "You can do this" "You can do this" "You are smart" "You are smart":rotfl:

My life will never change if I don't change it, right?:stone

[Curious1alwys, BSN, RN]

Stressball? Yep, that's me!:rotfl:

Paying car payment with credit cards? Me too! Well, actually, I will only do that if I don't get a job. It would be super if I could get my education without debt!! I have learned my lesson with the credit cards!

Tomorrow is my first interview for a part time or on call job in a hospital!!:stone Wish me luck!!!

Thanks y'all. It is comforting to know I am not the only one!

[Curious1alwys, BSN, RN]

Yep, isn't it SO hard to brave the unknown? Fear of the unknown, that is all this is.....

Ok, I have identified it. Now, can we get past it????:chair: