I am a brand new RN and I'm 2 months into my first job in the OR. I'm disappointed in myself because I am struggling and my preceptor talked to me recently that there is concern from others on the unit that I am not at the level I should be after 5 months of OR experience (my final placement in nursing school was a 3 month OR placement). From everything she's said it sounds like there is a real possibility that I will be let go as they do not want to spend the money to put me through the OR course if I can't make it there...which is fair enough. I was told about this a week ago and gave it all I had to fix it last week, the assistant head for our area observed me through most of the week (I wasn't told it was official observation till later but it was obvious) and told me the morning of my last shift that I had improved/accomplished a lot and should just keep ramping it up. However, where I'm very worried is that the last case of the day went a little sideways and the surgeon asked my preceptor to take over from me as scrub, I know how I lost control of the scrub and plan to fix it next time and it wasn't helped that I had a circulator who was not very strong (even my preceptor asked someone to find another nurse to circulate for her). When my preceptor and I talked after the shift we were both very disappointed with how the last case went and she told me I needed to spend the weekend thinking very hard about if this was were I wanted to be or not, because I had the potential to be good there I just didn't have the confidence and wasn't bringing it all together yet. I've been thinking about it the whole time and I keep going from thinking I should try my hardest even if they fire me anyways to thinking I should quit before they fire me and try another type of nursing to thinking I should just quit nursing all together. If anyone has been in a similar situation or has any advice for me it will be greatly appreciated, sorry for the wall of text.
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I am a brand new RN and I'm 2 months into my first job in the OR. I'm disappointed in myself because I am struggling and my preceptor talked to me recently that there is concern from others on the unit that I am not at the level I should be after 5 months of OR experience (my final placement in nursing school was a 3 month OR placement). From everything she's said it sounds like there is a real possibility that I will be let go as they do not want to spend the money to put me through the OR course if I can't make it there...which is fair enough. I was told about this a week ago and gave it all I had to fix it last week, the assistant head for our area observed me through most of the week (I wasn't told it was official observation till later but it was obvious) and told me the morning of my last shift that I had improved/accomplished a lot and should just keep ramping it up. However, where I'm very worried is that the last case of the day went a little sideways and the surgeon asked my preceptor to take over from me as scrub, I know how I lost control of the scrub and plan to fix it next time and it wasn't helped that I had a circulator who was not very strong (even my preceptor asked someone to find another nurse to circulate for her). When my preceptor and I talked after the shift we were both very disappointed with how the last case went and she told me I needed to spend the weekend thinking very hard about if this was were I wanted to be or not, because I had the potential to be good there I just didn't have the confidence and wasn't bringing it all together yet. I've been thinking about it the whole time and I keep going from thinking I should try my hardest even if they fire me anyways to thinking I should quit before they fire me and try another type of nursing to thinking I should just quit nursing all together. If anyone has been in a similar situation or has any advice for me it will be greatly appreciated, sorry for the wall of text.