I'm not a new nurse, but new to ED. I previously worked in babyland and have only done compressions on neonates. I'm fairly fresh out of orientation, but helped with a code that was near my assignment. I took over compressions for the nurse so she could do meds and write and the doc started yelling at me that I wasn't compressing deep enough. I don't have a lot of upper body strength, and I underestimated how much force it would take to get really effective compressions. In retrospect I should have gotten onto the bed for leverage, but the doctor intubating asked for a pause to be able to get the ETT in, and when resumed, one of the techs (who typically do the compressions in our ED) took over. They were actually able to bring her pulse back within a few minutes (two successful codes I've seen this past week). I just felt so useless, people were asking for things I didn't know where to look for them, and I just kept thinking "I'm a staffed nurse here. I should know these things." But I just don't, because I never had a full on code situation like that in my orientation. I just feel like I'm that incompetent nurse that everyone prays they don't have if they're in a real emergency situation.
Anyway, I'm planning to verse myself better over the crash cart and stock room tomorrow, and I feel like in future situations I will hopefully do better, but I'm beating myself up over it. Part of me is trying to be logical and tell myself, this is how we learn things. But the other part of me just feels like a failure. Please tell me it gets better.
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I'm not a new nurse, but new to ED. I previously worked in babyland and have only done compressions on neonates. I'm fairly fresh out of orientation, but helped with a code that was near my assignment. I took over compressions for the nurse so she could do meds and write and the doc started yelling at me that I wasn't compressing deep enough. I don't have a lot of upper body strength, and I underestimated how much force it would take to get really effective compressions. In retrospect I should have gotten onto the bed for leverage, but the doctor intubating asked for a pause to be able to get the ETT in, and when resumed, one of the techs (who typically do the compressions in our ED) took over. They were actually able to bring her pulse back within a few minutes (two successful codes I've seen this past week). I just felt so useless, people were asking for things I didn't know where to look for them, and I just kept thinking "I'm a staffed nurse here. I should know these things." But I just don't, because I never had a full on code situation like that in my orientation. I just feel like I'm that incompetent nurse that everyone prays they don't have if they're in a real emergency situation.
Anyway, I'm planning to verse myself better over the crash cart and stock room tomorrow, and I feel like in future situations I will hopefully do better, but I'm beating myself up over it. Part of me is trying to be logical and tell myself, this is how we learn things. But the other part of me just feels like a failure. Please tell me it gets better.