I am about to retake my boards for the 4th time on Dec. 28th. I found myself to be not studying recently (last week to week and 1/2). Shouldn't I be feeling confident by now?
I feel so bad ...I honestly feel like if I don't pass this time I wont take it again. Each time you see the words "fail" is very very unbearable and heart crushing. I honestly thought of suicide for a second ..which is very scary to me. I know I wouldn't really do that but I feel that bad.
I know every time I have taken it is was due to test anxiety. Even through high school til now I have had test anxiety.
