Hi All, very busy time of year in a level 1 ER. Being summer, huge volumes of tourists = a tough time for all.
As per typical, I have changed some scenarios/events to protect privacy.
I would like to first write after a few days of reflection, that there are those that are experiencing the worst moments of their lives and my shift, no matter how horrible, cannot compare, and I don't mean to suggest that it does.
Beginning my shift, I triaged a patient who fell. My first inclination was to put him in the trauma room, but given his minor amount of pain, EMS stated a question of an ankle injury, but it was wrapped and I had not a moment to take it down. Mistake number 1.
A doc saw the patient within 5 minutes in a hallway space, found an open ankle, likely tib fib. Straight to the OR. Yeah, way to go RN (me). I felt like such a dolt for having misplaced and essentially lower triaged this person. Way to start the shift.
Literally, and I do mean literally, I triaged EVERY person coming through the bay as an ESI 2 (and not just because I was feeling that I should lean to over-triaging now, out of my fear of now missing something acute). Literally every person was sick/high acuity. Chest pains, abdominal pain (SBO was the seeming c/c for a bit). I was split between triaging in two locations, helping in our trauma bay (where it's an expectation as a backup), having 3 hallway patients, and still trying to maintain sanity.
Our trauma bays were full to the hilt with MVC's, stabbings, GSW's, you name it.
It was horrific, to say the least.
At times like these, it always seems to occur that the least sick patient/family will then chime in about what they need. It is never urgent, and certainly not even a priority given the high acuity of everything. Examples: Patients and families standing in the doorway, giving glaring looks, all with already being informed of the chaos/high volume.
At one point, I had one patient who I was attending to (belly pain, hx SBO), an ambulance came in with a person who had a hygiene issue everywhere, a lady who wanted a pillow and who wouldn't wait, a lady glaring at me, and another person insisting they needed something (hit the call light 3 times in 10 minutes and I physically couldn't get into the room).
Everyone was at max capacity, and I do mean max capacity. The hospital doesn't have any floats to send. We are short by two nurses, all of our trauma rooms are full without enough nurses to staff the patients we have, at what point do you just boil over?
All night I ran and ran. We all did.
I'm at a crossroads. I do love ER nursing, but given the above scenario, it is not safe. It's not just busy, they are SICK patients who deserve to have more of a nursing presence.
So I'm at a point where I wonder what to do. I have put in for another shift, since the staffing is better for days and evenings. Staffing is 3:1 for those shifts, but not for nights. Why, I wonder? We are busier on nights but somehow are staffed with less?
Knowing that management can't give us more (and people have barked up that tree), what is the solution?
This pace is unimaginable, and I can cope with a lot. I feel I can deal with anything anyone throws at me. I don't get flustered easily, but this past shift was insanity.
Pending the inevitable Sentinel event, what's the short term solution?
Anyone have ideas/suggestions? Leaving is not an option, since it's pretty much the only game in town. I'm sure things will blow over and we just have to hang on until summer's over, but honestly, being experienced and feeling over it, how do the newer nurses feel about their future in this climate?
I feel like I can't abandon ship, because where will the newer nurses be if the experienced ones leave? Safety is my bottom line. For patients, for our nursing license. It's not safe and I fear for bad patient outcomes.