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I'm supposed to know the answers. But I dont, so here goes.
I was diagnosed 15 years ago with depression. I have been on various anti-depressants with some success (and in therapy) tried to come off them, etc...
Long story short, Prozac seems to be the best fit for me. All I know is that I have a shot at relatively normal life on 30 mg a day. Have been on it now about 5 years.
I swear that if I go off these meds, I feel the tension and anxiety, irritability and being overwhelmed within a week. The books say this doesnt happen. If my dose is changed, I feel it within a week.
I've had a rough summer. Youngest going away to college, adjusting to new life, etc etc... I'm fighting hard to stay out of bed and go to work every day. My irritability is very high at times. My kids say I'm really ugly at times. Stupid things can really set me off (the laundry is suddenly just driving me wild, it HAS to be done, NOW.) I have no insurance (I'm per diem).
#1 Has anyone else heard of this rapid reaction to this ssri?
#2 Am I just hiding out from the possibility that I should be on anti-anxiety meds?
#3 Is it possible Ive just become too "used" to this drug and need an increase?
A visit to my doc would be my first choice if I had $60 for an office visit. But my meds cost me $80 a month. And, sigh, when you need your meds to work is a really bad time to change them around, since you dont have the tolerance to wait for it to take place. It really isnt an option right now.
Am I rambling foolishly? I guess I want to know if I sound familiar. Does anyone else go through this?
A nurse where I work lost her job last week due to a series of emotional breakdowns she has experienced that have compromised her work. My heart goes out to her. So many people seem to think that nurses should not get sick. ESPECIALLY emotionally. I dont see myself messing up at work, but I do tend to feel overwhelmed a lot at home.