I began my journey to nursing school in September 2009. I have been taking pre-reqs and worrying about grades, money, housing and lots of other things since then. I have a couple of different nursing school apps in a folder, and have done some of the things necessary to apply, but I keep getting stuck. Either it is a document I can't get ahold of, or missing the score requirement for a section of the HESI by 2 points! I can't seem to get it together. My grades are ok, I meet the GPA requirements, so why am I so freaked out about this? Why am I so reluctant to apply for my dream? Just so I am being clear here, I have an app for an LPN program, and one for an RN ADN program. I am questioning if I really want this, or if it is just terror. Some days I think, my God, what am I doing to myself? Other days it is "you mean you haven't turned in the application yet? What are you waiting for?". Can someone help?