I am taking my pre-requisites and I keep having these thoughts about being rejected and do not have any idea what I should do if I am. I am doing well in my classes, but when I first attended college (seven years ago) I partied and such. Now I am serious about my education and know what I want to do (I had no idea the first time around). I have moved to a new state w/ my husband and have started the pre-req's. What is worrying me so much is that from my first go-round in college I am starting out with less than a 1.0 GPA. This is on my record and, to the best of my knowledge, nothing can be done about it. I am so worried that no matter how well I do in the classes I take now, that first-time college experience will come back to haunt me.
To make matters worse, my one relative who usually gives great advice, says that if I don't get in it should be a sign that God has other things planned for my life and this was just not meant to be. I don't want to think that because this is the first time I have ever actually wanted to do something (I was very spoiled) and I gave this a lot of thought and consideration before making the decision.
HELP!!!
KC