Torn - CRNA or not?

Nursing Students SRNA

Published

While some are here sketching the blueprint of their nursing career, here I am torn whether to pursue a career to become a CRNA or stay as an ICU nurse.

Brief background about me. I'm a male nurse who took nursing as a second degree overseas at the age of 35. 2 years later came back to the US but not without a struggle with BRN for an ATT. Thankfully passed NCLEX on my first attempt then landed my first job in a hospital after 4 months. Accepted an offer at a Med Surg unit which I wanted to since I'd like to get a good foundation of being a floor nurse. Two years passed and I showed my interest in the ICU. I was given the chance to work with the finest RNs in the hospital. I'm on to my first year in ICU and plan to take the CCRN this year. My initial intention was to get a good grasp of the ICU setting in order to join the ranks of RNs in the academe. However, I became interested in CRNA when one of my colleagues encouraged me to look into it since I don't see myself being a bedside RN until the day I retire.

Here's my dilemma. No savings. Not liquid. Living paycheck to paycheck because of my previous loans. Not certain if I can financially survive the 2 yr program without having to work. My mind is willing to go through the rigid program that the course requires. Would a student loan be able to fund it 100%? Is 41 years old too old to get into the program? (I'll be 41 if I get accepted for next year's.

My co worker's advice was to apply first and let destiny take its course since there is only a very limited number of seats available each year.

Let me know your thoughts. Thanks guys! :)

Specializes in CRNA, Finally retired.
I had doubts too. I briefly considered going to NP school instead.. it'd be way cheaper, I could work full time and my hospital would even pay 5000 a year. But.. when I thought about going to NP school, it didn't give me the same excited, jittery feeling inside that I got when I thought about going to CRNA school. In the end, I had to go with my gut feeling!

A lot of CRNA's are adrenaline addicts. I'm convinced that's why our addiction rate is so high. But it's also the chemical that

keeps up awake on call and long, boring cases:). That's the excited, jittery feeling you're having.

Your life will be on hold for at least two years and you have a big loan to pay back. That would make me feel jittery too:). Hey, anyone who's interested: Adrenalineanonymous.org!

Congratulations! How's the program so far? I'm not even sure if you have the time to check this forum. I will surely take your advice on checking if the school would recognize my degree considering it's from another country. Good luck to you as well!

Since my last post, there's been quite a lot of things that's changed. First I thought, "Oh well, I'll just stay as an ICU RN and work my behind until I'm old and gray". And so I missed the opportunity in turning in my application for this school year. I told myself that one and a half year of ICU experience is personally not enough to get a full grasp of critical care nursing. And so I waited for a couple of months before taking the CCRN exam (I was supposed to take it in August 2014 so I can have it on my application), which you all know is one of the requirements. Lo and behold! I passed it just a couple of days ago! My electrical wirings are activated again. I'm turning in my application this year, maybe 3 schools here in California and I'm setting a goal to start saving now until I can get into the program which hopefully happens next year (2016). Two of my friends are in the program; one will finish up this year and the other next year so hopefully I can shadow them. Thank you guys!

+ Add a Comment