Today had been one of the best day's I have had in a long time. I accomplished finishing quite a few of my assingments early and that is a major change for me. I am even almost finished with a paper worth 100 points that is not even due for 4 more weeks. Normally I wait 2 days in advance or the night beore and that is really bad. I Finally got my finacial aid money that the school owed me. They told me next semester I should defintely have my money the first day of class next semester. I talked to my cousin's ex-girlfriend after I begged him for her number because I knew she was a nurse for hospital system that I am thinking about taking the $1500.00 loan. She said while she was living here Where I am at she liked the hospital system and if she came back home she would work for them again. She said they had their downfalls but she said overall they are pretty good and she said that there are several rumors floating around that are not even true with a few of the hospitals. I figured it would only be a 6 month committment for the $1500.00 and I will be able to pay them back after graduation anyway if I don't work for them because my parents told me that my grandparents have money for me that I can not have until I graduate from college. To those who suggested I looked into public assistance like welfare I did check but the problem is I still live at home with my parents and therefore I don't qualify but that is quite okay. I will make do without help with the loans and now I can go buy my baby some winter clothes because it is starting to get really cold here where I am at.