I just finished my first semester of nursing school. I failed my first exam, got B's on the next two. After agonizing for two days, I just found out I got an 85 on the final. That brings my final grade to 84.9 which is a B. I'll take it. The hardest part of this first semester was giving up on an A. School, in general, has been very easy for me but nursing school was a wake up call. I fought hard for every grade I got. So, I am more proud of this B than any A I've gotten in my other classes. I learned ALOT and am looking forward to Peds/OB next semester.
Now for my highlights:
1. Being assigned a pt. w/ end stage renal failure, double leg amputee, diabetes, hypertension, severe pain, and depression. I was very intimidated because he was in so much pain but I convinced his nurse that he needed the morphine that the doctor ordered instead of the acetaminophen she decided would work. He was dying and was grateful that someone cared about his comfort.
2. My 92 yr. old pt, dx pneumonia, DNR, DNI died right after I went in to check on him. Prior to his dying I got to suction him. Everything was just like the simulator until I saw the sputum. For some reason I didn't think it would be that green/yellowish color. I almost lost my breakfast. On a high note, the family and chaplain thanked me for being so available for whatever they needed after he died. I was also able to participate in post-mortem care.
3. The last day of clinical, I helped with an 88 year old man who fell. His wife was there and they had only been married for 6 years. Before she left for the day she started talking dirty to her husband. When I tried to excuse myself, she pulled me into the conversation. She talked about them making love for eight hours. He said she was going to kill him. I told him, that he would die happy. She said, "So will I."