Today I had my clinicals and we had to do flu shots. I am the only one in my group that hasn't had any experience. I am also the youngest one. The first day in clinicals we had to do vitals and everyone in my class knew how to do these. i did not. My instructor asked me to do them and I told her I did not know how to do it so she told me to ask one of my classmates to help me. That day went ok.
Today we had to do flu shots. I Have never given a flu shot (or any injection) in my life! I was scared. My professor told us to read over the weekend about it but I forgot, that was my fault and I agree. But I read it while i was on break not once but three times. This professors scares me. I even asked my classmates how to do it and they explained to me but the thing is that EVERYONE IS scared to do anything with her. People are avoiding her and no one wants to do anything with her. Today I started crying because i felt very overwhelmed because I felt that i was doing everything wrong.sHE LOVED To scream at people... She told me that i should go wash my face and that she was not going to put up with drama. and again I get very red and started crying because it just happens! I cannot control it. I could not even breath right and i WAS doing whatever she was telling us to do. i WAS shaking and I felt very scared just by her presence. What should i do about this? I really feel bad. I cannot even breath right now. I just dont know what to do. I want to be able to ask questions.
Is the instructor supposed to show us what to do and then we do it or do we have to everything with her just telling us about it, without demonstration?