I failed medsurg.
In my program you need 77% to pass and i only had 76% i was really close and i am very bummed out about it. and now i have to wait one semester, which is next year spring to retake the class again. if i had passed, i would have had only 2 semesters left but its not happening. and i told everyone i care about and they couldnt accept it, and i feel even more disappointed now.
I have always had a steady 85%+ in all the tests but it took only one test where, i dont know why i did such a thing -still today i just cant fathom it, i had a score of 54%. and that score basically ruined my great chance of passing, and the whole semester i was just a nervous wreck cause i know a mediocre passing score on comprehensive finals will not help me raise my average just to pass the class alone.
im a disgrace!
its such a waste of time to have to wait till next year to continue when i could have graduated the spring semester next year. im just so depressed about the whole thing. this is the first time ever in my academic life to fail a class, add to it how the others think of me for failing a class and staying behind. im ashamed, depressed, mad, melancholic, just everything negative. i have been feeling very sick, and this tragedy is totally affecting my personality and attitude, not just mine but everyone else' too. especially towards me.