Lately at work, I really can't explain what's happening to me. I kept on making alot of error. I can't help it. I think I'm doing my best but I still end up having an error.
At work, no one really appreciates all the good things I do. They only see the mistakes I make. One of my senior who's like a sadist who's very happy when I commit mistake and being reprimanded. Due to this, I continue to commit mistake. My self confidence is slowly deteriorating. I don't what to do anymore! I know I can overcome this but things always end up wrong. The sad thing is, when my other colleagues commits mistakes, its as if its no big deal to them. But me.... I always get an anecdotal report. I want to open this up to our MAnager but sometimes his a bit biased especially when his close to the staff that committed mistake. But me, everybody talks about my mistake and deep inside I want to cry because instead of a good talk or support for me not to commit the same mistake anymore, they keep on talking negative stuff behind me. And they kept on abusing and bullying me because I'm not fighting back. SAme issues when I have to admit patient's in the isolation area. That's should't be me. One of my senior said, "We're seniors. So you do it." Then she laugh.
I think I'm committing more mistakes because of the negative issues I hear about me.
Any opinion would really be appreciated. I just need someone to talk to right now.