Hello,
So I have been working as a nurse on a medical floor for almost 4 weeks now. I am already off orientation( since last week) and I have a full load (5-6 patients). I am truly overwhelmed. I barely take my breaks and I am running around the whole time. I had many near misses and I feel that my co-workers think I am incompetent! I give my report late and I am allover the place when I am doing it. I don't know if I can do this anymore! I did very well at school ( I am a new grad) and now I feel like a total failure! I usually cry after my shift is done and I hate going to work. I only have few helpful co-workers that answer my questions and ask if I need help! The rest are old nurses that have been on the floor for years and are just there to do their job and leave! I am scared to make a mistake, I am scared to fail and I am mostly scared to be a bad nurse!