I'm losing sleep (literally) over something so I'm on allnurses.com at 2am begging for some insight!
I'm gonna try to cut to the point and not drag the quesiton out with unnecessary details..
Basically I LOVE ER, always have, always will. I KNOW ER is where I ultimately wanna be.
However.
I came to the ER after a few years on the floors, so the vast majority of ER patients from fast track to acute to step-down unit-ish I totally picked up and handled no problemo. What I'm lacking is experience in the critical care department. Traumas. ICU players. I just don't that experience behind me. And its really been bugging me lately.
The hospital I'm at didn't do any special training classes. They stuck me with someone for a few weeks then I'm on my own! Its all learn-as-you-go.
Its frustrating. I WANT to learn this stuff back and forth but when you only have a critical patient for a few hours before handing them off, its hard to get the experience enough to feel totally comfortable, to know what it means when that vent alarm goes off and how to fix the problem, to know the usual dosing on various drips, which ones work better than others, what you can expect with different ones, etc etc... blah blah, you just can't get that when you only have the patient for a couple hours before shipping em off! Plus you only get assigned to the trauma rooms every so often so your chance for experience is totally just luck of the draw.
What I've been tempted to do...and here's where my big question lies...
Would it be a good idea to work in the ICU for a year or two, then come back to ER after getting in-depth critical care experience??
Go somewhere with a concentration of criticals and learn it back and forth, work with all the different pumps, lines, situations, see what happens AFTER the ER stabilizes them, etc...
Maybe I'm just impatient... maybe I'd be miserable being back in the non-ER environment and regret it. I really love ER, and I learn something new every day, but its like you're EXPECTED to know all this stuff to care for the patient, but I haven't been trained in it or ever had experience with it, but HERE YOU GO! HERE'S YOUR PATIENT!
What do you think?
I'm moving soon, and changing jobs at the same time... so now would be the time to do it if I did... Should I apply for ICU or ER positions?
Was my last hospital just crappy at training and I should go somewhere with a better training program?
Or would it be beneficial to go and get that experience?
Or should I just keep learning as I go?
Thanks!!!