ok so im going to explain my whole life situation and i want everyone's opinion. I went to CCSU for a year and a half after i graduated highschool, and right before they said they were going to have a nursing program, i transferred to Goodwin College. i went to goodwin for two years and did all my science and most of my pre-reqs there. i applied to Goodwin's program for the max of three times and never got in. i relied on getting in my third time applying (because that is what everyone told me, was that everyone gets in by their third time applying) but i didnt. since i relied on gettting into goodwin, i didnt apply to other schools nursing programs in time. i applied to hartford hospitals xray program and just got in, but i am not going to do it because 1- i cant really work while in the program because it is full time and a lot of work and 2- my dream is to be a registered nurse. i remembered that i applied to goodwins respiratory program and still waiting to hear back from them, but i truly dont want to go back there and have another $30,000 in loans because they are so expensive and only want your money.
so what i want to know is, should i just wait the extra year and apply to capital and bridgeport's nursing programs for the fall 2012? nursing is my dream and i dont want to give up. But the other thing is my boyfriend wants to start a future with me and get engaged and married soon but he wants to wait until i am done with school before that happens. and usually i am the one bringing up marriage to him, but instead he told me this the other day, so it makes me want to rush school even faster! Do you think there is a chance that i could get into capital or bridgeports programs for fall 2012? im just scared that if i turn down goodwin respiratory (if i was to get in) and then apply to the two RN programs, and i dont get in then ill just be miserable. i need major advice on what to do!