First day as a PCA nov 10 and im SCARED TO DEATH

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ok guys i really have to vent here. Im an aspiring nursing student and i plan on attending nursing school the fall of 09 so i got a job being a patient care associate to really help me out and get me used to the hospital setting and what im going to be doing.. and most importantly get over my weak stomach..

i have never been this nervous in a long time. I really have no idea what to expect or do (i have been watching all the CNA videos on here btw - and thanks for that! :D) I will be workin on the telemetry floor and i have NEVER NEVER EVER touched or seen another strangers private parts or watched them go to the bathroom and wipe them up afterwards and i know im going to be able to do a lot plus more nasty stuff. I have been researching PCAs resposiblites for awhile now and im tryin to prepare myself for everything, but i cant shake the feeling of actually...seeing it... and me causing a scene and freaking out. I really so have a super weak stomach.. i know i do, but im hoping im going to get over it... but im scared im not. I cant imagine what im going to do when my trainer says "Ok summer so-and-so needs their bedpan cleaned out." and i have to walk in the room and see for the first time another naked stranger with poop all over them that i have to clean them up...

please tell me its normal to freak out the first couple times. im so scared about how im going to react and deal with this the normal professional way, but i know i might break out in a cold sweat, shake or god forbid throw up..

i wanna add that i do love nursing and i want to so bad make this my career. i just get skeptical sometimes bc i never really hear anyone talk about their super weak stomach they once had.. its seems like everyone had an iron stomach since birth! Not me...:o im a weakling...

anyways, any words of encouragment or advice will be appreciate!

thanks everyone!

summer

yep. I have a month training... tomorrow is the day guys! wish me luck!!!

Specializes in Telemetry.

Good luck! So, how'd it go? :p

Specializes in med-surg.
Good luck! So, how'd it go? :p

Yes tell us what happened!!!

well im not going to lie.. the last 2 days were BORING!!! i havent been on the floor yet. Yesterday I just had general orientation.. like safety, fire hazards, sexual harassment blah blah blah.. i nearly nodded off to sleep like 3 times.. today was a little bit more exciting. I got to learn about properly lifting a patient, patient restraints, how to cope with death and charting... at least it was patient oriented. Tomorrow i have more classes about more depth clinical training so im crossing my fingers that tomorrow is more exciting!!

today was our first clock in day...and what do i do? clock in and leave later that day without ever clocking out... i always gotta mess up somewhere!

well im not going to lie.. the last 2 days were BORING!!! i havent been on the floor yet. Yesterday I just had general orientation.. like safety, fire hazards, sexual harassment blah blah blah.. i nearly nodded off to sleep like 3 times.. today was a little bit more exciting. I got to learn about properly lifting a patient, patient restraints, how to cope with death and charting... at least it was patient oriented. Tomorrow i have more classes about more depth clinical training so im crossing my fingers that tomorrow is more exciting!!

today was our first clock in day...and what do i do? clock in and leave later that day without ever clocking out... i always gotta mess up somewhere!

I had General orientation on Monday and nursing assistant orientation last night and I have it again today. We're just breezing through most things we have to do. I'm glad I went to the library and got a book called "Being a Nursing Assistant." It's been helpful so far. I actually start training on my floor tomorrow! I'm nervous and excited!

haha i think we picked up the same book! i went to the library also today and picking up a PCA book that describes everything we are supposed to do.. that is funny we are going thru the same thing..i really need to get to reading but im exhausted today!! my first day on the floor is also tomorrow! 7a to 7p! i hope everything goes well!

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