Should I return to LTC? Reading Suggestions?

[LaLaEm4]

Hi all,

The (sort of) short story: I'm considering looking into going back to work at a LTC facility. I really struggled (badly) with my first experience, and felt like I could never go back. I feel incompetent in this area and want to give myself another shot at a different facility. Does anyone have any reading suggestions? Like LTC nursing for dummies? (Kidding, sort of. I wish there were such a guide for someone like me) A guide of sorts, or just anything that might help me to hone my organization/time management/LTC knowledge and assessment skills? I want to 'do' this area of nursing and do it well before I say it wasn't for me. I really miss this population. Advice? Help!

The longer story/background: I graduated in 2012 and started my nursing career as a LPN at a LTC facility per diem as my first choice since I really enjoy and love working with older folks. After the standard 7 day orientation, I lasted four months taking random shifts on the floors/wings I felt most comfortable. Aside from the crippling stress I felt, (weight loss, not sleeping, constantly thinking about residents and dreaming about them, etc...despite my best self care attempts to stay sane with yoga, exercise, melatonin, diet, etc.) the hours/consistency wasn't enough, and I decided to look for more regular hours. I ended up accepting a part time (plus pick up/coverage) position at a day hab center for adults with developmental disabilities and acquired brain injuries. I am one of two nurses overseeing 50+ clients (plus another program we are not directly responsible for, but help with first aid, emergencies, etc.) and I've really been able to put my assessment skills to practice, learn about psych meds, lots of g-tubes, etc...- and just be the nurse I want to be in that I am able to really spend time interacting with my clients communicating and helping with their basic needs.It is a rather independent position, as we are the only two medical people on site. I am currently working on finishing my pre-reqs for my ASN/BSN, and I am getting the itch to jump back into a more challenging environment. So looking for something different felt like the smartest decision, any helpful advice?

Thanks for your help!