Not sure this is what i want.......

[jorla9903]

all my life i wanted to be a nurse. that's all i ever thought about. i am a nursing student in my 1st semester ( i don't want to hear it gets better cause even better than this is awful ). i am having such a struggle. i have never been so sick, cried or not seen my kids in all my life. i so miss my children. my daughter asks me to play with her---i can't i'm studying. my son asks me to watch his shows with him---i can't i'm studying. my husband works nights and of course my classes are at night so we have to have a babysitter here. if you got a question at school, my professor will tell you "look it up" and it doesn't matter if that's what you've been doing before you even ask her!!!!! and i study so hard on my tests and get like 76 but that's not passing!!!!! and the validations stress me out to the max and have to be schedule on our time. which for me always ends up being a sat. the one day i have with my family. i am hurting here. and i want to give up. i don't want to feel like this anymore.