My story...

Dreamscometru · Oct 17, 2015

Hey my fellow nurses and murses (:

I made an account just to share my story with you guys. Long story short, I failed nclex rn twice with the full amount of questions TWICE. Took my nclex for the third time the other day and used all my time and it stopped me. I ended at 249 questions. Went home, was restless waited about 12 hours and couldn't wait and did the PVT. Good pop up. Did it again this morning...again good pop up. I just changed the expiration date on my card. and I know I know, you're supposed to wait 24 hours and only do it once....but can you blame me? I'm that girl who doesn't care to lose $200 as long as I passed because this is my DREAM!

Guys please dont give up. If I can do it you can too. I literally have the worst anxiety and I am a bad test taker. I had no support in nursing school and no support through this exam...from no one. No one helped me. No one was here for me mentally. Infact I was criticized for my peers passing. I remember one time my mom stated "what is wrong with you, everyone is getting jobs and youre still a PCA". So many hurtful words said to me. I was embarrassed going in to work everyday because my own classmates were now nurses delegating to me now as a PCA....it was not only awkward but embarrassing.I wanted to die and crawl in a corner every time I worked so I cut my hours down. I felt stupid. I honestly thought about switching careers. But this was and has been my dream since elementary school and I didn't give up. I did this for me. I did this to prove to everyone I CAN AND WILL DO THIS. Im so proud of myself even if no one else is. I worked so hard and this experience has humbled me. I wouldn't have it any other way. I cant wait to start saving lives. I will keep everyone updated. I am going to do the quick results and let yall all know forsure if I passed! This feels like a dream and I think it always will. I dont think this will ever feel real to me.

I also wanted to thank God. He helped me through this. He helped me all along the way. My prayers have been answered.

Remember...if I can do this YOU CAN as well.