More good days than bad

[shape0fmyheart]

I'm writing this at 10:15 and I have to be at work at 11, and I am dreading it. The past few weeks I have had more than double the amount of BAD nights than I have had good nights. It's horrible. I am on the verge of tears many nights and I leave never wanting to come back. I hate my job most of the time. I get the horrible patients all the time. My co-workers are wonderful, they help me a LOT, but it still is enough to send me off the edge. I just graduated in May and started in July and I am already wanting to quit, go back to school for a bachelors or masters so I can get AWAY from bedside nursing, far away. I really wonder if this stress is worth it...