I should be the happiest person

[Chickey]

I just graduated. I have always wanted to be a nurse and help people. I did well in school. During the last semester I was basically broke down. I was constantly crying and freaking out for no reason. I ended up pushing through it and finished. Now i dont know what to do. I keep crying for no reason. I should be happy and excited for new exparinces but I am more worried and keep thinking about the bad things that could happen. This is very unlike me. I have always been an upbeat happy person. Now I feel like I am bearly holding on. Any advice? Does anybody else feel this way?

[surferbettycrocker]

was this broke down feeling related to clinicals and the realization of the responsibility? need more information...imo this profession wreaks havoc on one's personality from the anxiety but some seem to just sail right on through another day..